Secret Society - Chapter 5

Nicole works on getting her first sign off.

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Nicole

She was falling for him, which under their circumstances, was both a good and a bad thing. Over time, as she and Matt continued to work their way up to sex, she found herself growing attached to him, enjoying his company, and looking forward to even just seeing him in class. It made her more and more comfortable with taking this step with him because he wouldn’t be just a random stranger. Not like the man whose cock she sucked for the first time entirely anonymously during the Primrose initiation. She was starting to feel like this could still be special, that Matt could make it feel special for her.

But she had to remind herself that they were not a couple, that he wasn’t her boyfriend and he was not exclusively hers, which was beginning to hurt more and more. They talked about how the entire setup of this club essentially prevented people from coupling. How could they, if anyone on a level above them could simply request sex and they had to consent? It stung that while they had this connection and she felt safe with him, he could also be having sex with other girls.

“Do you ever go home for the weekend?” She asked Matt as they straightened out their clothes after having fooled around in one of the study rooms.

“Not really. Why?”

“I was thinking about… you know, the first time, and how much more comfortable I would feel if it wasn’t somewhere like this.” Her eyes indicated the room they were in in the basement of the library.

“Yeah. But wouldn’t your parents be home?”

“Not in a few weeks. They are going to a wedding down in Pennsylvania and the house will be empty. I thought, maybe, it would be a good opportunity. You could come with me.”

“The school usually tells parents if we sign out for the weekend. Covering their asses, no doubt,” Matt told her.

“So tell your parents, ahead of the school calling, that you’re gonna spend the weekend at a friend’s house. Would they really call you out on it?”

Matt shrugged, shaking his head. “I don’t think they’d really question it, no.” He stepped closer to wrap her arms around her and looked down at her face. “But what about when they call your parents and tell them that you’re coming home for the weekend that they are away?”

“They’ll probably say ‘Oh good, she can scoop the cats’ litter box and water the plants then.’”

Matt chuckled. “Really?!”

“Yeah.” She nodded, wrapping her hands around Matt’s neck, loving the warmth of his body against hers. Her parents were older, she was their fourth and last kid and they’d always been pretty chill, having learned that she was far less trouble than any of her older siblings. Nicole was pretty sure that the whole reason they even offered her the boarding school option was because they were ready for retirement and an empty house.

Matt kissed her, a long, sweet kiss that she could feel right down to her toes.

“Let’s do that then.”

She didn’t want candles and rose petals, none of the stereotypical markers of a romantic first time. Lingerie was also on her list of things she didn’t want - Nicole imagined it as the first time that she’d be completely naked with a man. She just wanted to be in her own bed, comfortable and unworried that anyone would walk in on them.

By the time she and Matt were naked in her bed, making out under the covers while their hands explored each other’s bodies, Nicole felt ready. This was good. This was what she needed, and the nervousness she felt wasn’t from feeling shy or from feeling pressured into something she wasn’t ready for. It was just a concern over what it would feel like. It was accompanied by excitement and anticipation of the moment that she imagined would be good.

And it was.